My boyfriend may have done some shit that makes people think he doesn't deserve me but the truth is I don't deserve him. He is unbelievably good to me, handles my mental states exactly the way I need him to, and embraces everything about me without judgement

I am a lot to handle, especially since I developed my anxiety disorder, and I know it. I'm trying to get better about it, but in the meantime he's there whenever I need him, without complaint.

He may have inadvertently caused my anxiety disorder, and sometimes I wonder if that's why he deals with me with so little complaint. But the love and compassion he has for me is so genuine and he is truly my main support system for getting through this disorder

Idek why I made this thread, I guess I'm just having one of those nights where I'm very aware of how lucky I am to have someone so accepting of me and all of my baggage. It means a lot to know that even with all of that, I am still worthy of love and a loving relationship