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The choices we have to make...
Do you think scratching your scalp everytime some tricky question comes up is a involuntary reflex?
Sometimes i become aware of it mid-air and just want to stop right there
Do you think yawning everytime your fam asks you an obvious question is an involuntary reflex?
sometimes i catch myself while at it and try to swallow the yawn, coz it happens every single time! 
Anyway the choices we have to make...
What I've come to appreciate about life, is that you will go through everything and anything possible under the sun.. all in a matter of time
Whether you like it or not, something totally uncalled for is going to happen.
What's amazing is one thing shapes you for the other, still whether you like it or not.. It's gonna model you and bring out other unexpected results whether you like it or not
It's almost like the butterfly effect.. Just a matter of time before that single flap hits on atoms in the air that's going to influence the interaction of particles adjacent to it.
That unending ripple effect.
The choices we have to make vs second guessing the choices we do make.
So i said to myself, "in order to avoid second guessing Sin Sin, can you just ensure one minute builds onto the next?"
Like Sin can you just thoroughly exhaust the one minute you have..
Well if this was a quantum realm you could only imagine how much this minute meant.. Fuck it up, right?
Well if this was a quantum realm you could only imagine how much this minute meant.. Fuck it up, right?
I kinda held back from the future grandiose plans so that i can maximise this one minute, making sure it's solid enough to carry the weight of the next minute.
The choices i have made before, only make me decide this to be the way to go definitely with my desires at heart.
That one minute builds up to the next minute.
What has this done for me?
Value of my time is appreciated more. I start something, I gotta finish it because one minute builds for my next minute.
I ain't leaving anything just hanging like that.
Value of my time is appreciated more. I start something, I gotta finish it because one minute builds for my next minute.
I ain't leaving anything just hanging like that.
This has taken care of procrastination because i have developed the mindset, there's no better time that right here right now.
Why do i have to push it.
"Tomorrow gani?" Zii Right here, right now
Why do i have to push it.
"Tomorrow gani?" Zii Right here, right now
This has made me more sincere to the people i share my time with.
Do you know how sad, how deceitful it is to tell someone you don't have time for them when they need you but your priorities as from their POV is just misplaced?
That âI don't have time" att esp for your fam
Do you know how sad, how deceitful it is to tell someone you don't have time for them when they need you but your priorities as from their POV is just misplaced?
That âI don't have time" att esp for your fam
I learnt. Bro i had to check myself.
This has made me be at the right place at the right time.
How do i know I'm at the right place?
Because I'm honest with myself mostly. Because I know this minute once exhausted, builds to the next. So i gotta be here.
Because I'm honest with myself mostly. Because I know this minute once exhausted, builds to the next. So i gotta be here.
Away with later or tomorrow.. Or better yet later/tomorrow is the next minute so yk.. act accordingly.
Fear and anxiety.
Let me tell you how my fear and anxiety has reduced to an significant minimum: my thoughts are well organised.
Let me tell you how my fear and anxiety has reduced to an significant minimum: my thoughts are well organised.
There's simply nothing from my conscience beating me up. My thoughts are well organised, that when i do this right this minute, this follows tge very next minute.
My heart paces with so much calmness. My thoughts flow like they are tryna nurture something special.. It's almost like some dose of mental TLC
What this has done for me? I am able to remember alot, reflect and make sure whatever I'm implementing in this minute is sth well thought over that is overflowing from the previous minute.
It is well laid out.
It is well laid out.
It is well laid out and put across the minute time frame.
It has helped me understand there will be a time needed for reward so that it's not a mambo jambo fuckery thhaang happening all at once. Nah.
When the break comes it will come, but as for now this particular thing is what i have at hand
When the break comes it will come, but as for now this particular thing is what i have at hand
There goes the anxiety reduced. That fear consequently caused by anxiety significantly reduced too. Holla mi amor
May the choices you make be influenced from time to time, minute to minute in a prioritised and organised way within the parameters of your given abilities.
Last but not least, this minute to minute attitude has helped me understand myself better because of the graceful way of handling matters and the reflection that comes with it.
Helluur, it's like an artist with their paint brush. Only you are carefully employing thoughts and creating/manifesting them through time tryna create sth abstract that eventually becomes sth contemporary.
Quite the artist right? and the art?
Quite the artist right? and the art?
Fr real it's like subjecting the minute to a quantum realm. You come out with A lot, that you had previously underestimated. No pun intended.
The choices we make...
What have I discovered? Life just keeps unwinding itself, to those who take their time, it bears fruit.. and presents new tasks and challenges.
And to those who don't it only seeks to repeat every single thing that should happen until it's done.
And to those who don't it only seeks to repeat every single thing that should happen until it's done.
From dusk till dawn, same shit different day. Vanity.
Another thing the minute to minute attitude has taught me is to conquer my addictions.
My mindset is so cleaned out and so different, I am in control of all possible disturbing worldly addictions.
My mindset is so cleaned out and so different, I am in control of all possible disturbing worldly addictions.
If my one minute builds up to the next i tell myself, forget later and forget tomorrow.. Just from time to time, I install the discipline of consciousness.
Being fully aware of how I'm building my minute to influence the next means alooot.
If it was too much tv.. it if was pornography if it was bad health habits like cigarettes, if it was law breaking love of rolling up Marijuana, if it was running up and down coz of excitement, if it was sensual and sexual habits, musterbation all of it is gone.
Gone just like that like a moral switch is tapped "On"
From minute to minute i conquer my choices with total recollection of the Law.
From minute to minute i conquer my choices with total recollection of the Law. With the voice of my parents/ guardians, with the voice of the ruling laws of my country and above all with the knowledge of the fear and love of YHWH, Lord Jesus who bought my life, my salvation.
Before i conquered my mind and body, it was so easy to say, ah tomorrow, ah later, ah next week ah when im 25, ah when im no longer a youngin'
Bro i chose not to conform to that anymore, I ain't fitting in anywhere. The Law, is the law so i comforted myself with it instead.
Bro i chose not to conform to that anymore, I ain't fitting in anywhere. The Law, is the law so i comforted myself with it instead.
This thread is inspired by, Jedidiah, beloved of God, aka man Solo himself from his journal: the Ecclesiasticus
(King Solomon, Chapter 3: A time for everything)
(King Solomon, Chapter 3: A time for everything)
