I knew college life would be stressful but I feel like everything is moving to fast, there's so much I dont know and I'm worried that'll all my time will be put into college and nothing else, not personal projects, my social life. I feel like I'm giving up everything

and school hasnt even started yet. I just feel so unprepared, and frustrated.

This'll just be another bump in my life I have to get over but damn is it a pretty rough bump this time around.

I dont want my life to be nothing but school school school. I'm tired of feeling so stagnant and left behind, I hate this feeling so much. Sometimes I wished I would just handle things like a normal person. But transitioning to all this responsibility, it messes me up.

I still have the feeling that I'm just a kid. And maybe I still sorta am mentally. I'm not sure I'm just confused right now it's a lot...

I'll probably just delete this thread later