— imagine standing up after sitting down and your vision goes black, you’re lightheaded, you might even faint.
— imagine trying to grow your nails out but they just keep breaking because you’re so nutrient deprived.
— imagine your friends going for a picnic but you sit at home instead because you’re too scared to eat.
— imagine your friends spontaneously going for a meal and instead of enjoying yourself you’re worrying about the food and how you’ll escape eating it.
stop romanticising and glamorising your eating disorder. stop making yourself think it’s something that it isn’t. if you’re not recovering you’re dying. you deserve to recover & enjoy food and life