since everyone has been getting the courage and strength to speak up on their stories regarding sexual abuse,,,, i think i’m gaining mine little by little kaya,,,

yung lalaki na naging manipulator sa buhay ko para ma-feed ko lang ego niya at di na niya dapat ma-insecure
+ dati akala ko “nice guy” pero you made me believe na okay lang mabastos mo ko and masabihan ng kung ano-ano, inisip ko nalang na dapat nagingn assuring and mas ma-effort sa mga ganong bagay https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🤮" title="Spuckendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Spuckendes Gesicht">

i wanted to tell someone everytime you would be emotionally abusive dahil
+ di ko maibigay agad o magawa gusto mo agad kasi you’d hit me up with the blackmail card which will cost the relationship of me and my parents but now alam nalang nila gaano ka full of shit at gaano kabaho ugali mo, ano yang nice guy image mo? facade mo ghorl?
+ medyo walang class pagkwento ko ngayon pero wala nakakagalit hanggang ngayon, hirap din tanggapin na tiniis ko lahat na yun and kahit nag sorry ka, you still continued

you knew it would affect me in so much ways pero ginawa at ginagawa mo parin as we speak
+ hindi alam ng mga kaibigan ko may ganitong ganap pero tuwing apektado ako sayo, sila mismo nagsasabi umalis na ako bago pa lumala, and sana nakinig ako sakanila
+ you might say, i never talked about it with you, bakit if sinabi ko ba, (1) will you stop with the “wala akong gana makinig sayo, (2) will you stop with the “akala mo ikaw lang may problema” card (3) onting sabi ng flaws mo hurt na hurt ego mo boo hoo pano pa kaya yun
+ (4) even if i did say STOP dahil HINDI AKO KOMPORTABLE, you still pushed through akala mo naman nakakalaki yan ng tt
+ kaya during and after the fUn tIMeS wE SPeNT, the emotional and sexual abuse still runs through my head and legit nakaka breakdown and panic attack https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😗" title="Kussgesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Kussgesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="✌🏻" title="Siegeshand (heller Hautton)" aria-label="Emoji: Siegeshand (heller Hautton)"> but even if you did read this tweet, you would use the “alam mo ba ano kasalanan mo” rebate card para ma justify mo actions
+ mo, yuck.

I wrote this thread not only to make people realize that ANYONE can be manipulated in being emotionally/sexually/verbally abused. I also wanted to get this off my chest kasi when I mentioned to you na ayaw ko na mabastos, you never did a sincere apology kaya
+ siguro di maalis alis yung galit at yung trauma but i’ll be okay someday. I want people to know who is the subject of this tweet kaso, i’m not that ready to get into the specifics because kahit papaano may awa ako (?), wala ako sa posisyon ipahiya to the full extent
+ ayoko masyado ng issue kahit gustong-gusto ko ma-callout ka, and i’m simply not ready to talk about EVERYTHING

but all i know this, ANYONE can be abused IN ANY FORM
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