Thread by @ArrTeaSea, The thing about growing up basically secluded and with nobody to have [...]

The thing about growing up basically secluded and with nobody to have an actual fleshed out human relationship (if you know my growing up you know) is Ive held on to a bunch of situations inside of myself & never had somebody I could tell or confide in to ask questions.

Like questioning if its okay to have your ass groped almost on a daily basis by various guy friends.

Or have guys talk loudly about your breasts when youre shaking your lock to open your locker.

Or have an ex boyfriend talk about what a "slut" you are and that you couldnt get enough of his dick even though you NEVER slept with him

Or getting whistled at and asked about things you dont even know about yet by men your dads age as your walking home from school

Or getting shunned by a bunch of your friend group because you refused to give a friend a bj on the playground.

Or having a guy hump your face as your sitting waiting for classes to start

Or have somebody you thought was a new friend turn your video call into a show me/play with your tits and make you watch them jerk off or else they would come over and rape you

Or having a guy push you over while youre sitting on a table and start dry humping you.

Or have a guy feel you up whenever he had the chance as your friends watched and laugh from a distance

Or have that same guy whisper in your ear that hes going to rape you the second he gets me alone.

Or being at a concert & being held against the wall by your long hair and the guy leaning on it making it impossible to move as he takes his hand & gropes and rubs under your skirt

Or having a guy openly ask you what would you do if he pulled out his big dick and put it on your shoulder

Or having a guy manhandle your breasts on the last day of school for him because i "owed him at least that much" after always shutting him down

Or a married man pressure you into sending him nudes or else he would spread lies about you that would "destroy your image"

Or get a skewed body image about how your body is not your body and only meant to be viewed to get people off.

Or getting questioned by security because they saw suspicious activity and that activity was you uncomfortably wrestling away somebody you saw as your best friend from grabbing your breasts and trying to finger you over your leggings but your friend lies

Or having every conversation with a friend turn lewd and not knowing what to do so you keep the conversation going in the way they are taking it because you think "Look self you finally made a real friend this must be what normal conversations are like"

Or seeing the guy who manhandled your breasts 4 years later only to have the conversation end with him saying he doesnt forget and to keep my eyes open because hes going to get whats his

Or having patchy "memories" of somebody telling you they stuck it in when you were sleeping and licked you down there

Or getting messaged by people you arent friendly with and being told what theyd do to you in detail or how they feel about my body or how they came to my photos

The youngest I was from these was between 10/13 years old.

These are from late elementary school to middle school to high school to college to online.

This is my first time ever putting any of this out there.

Nobody IRL knows any of my stories or feelings.

I can& #39;t trust. I can& #39;t confide. I don& #39;t know how to recognize sincere friendships. I can& #39;t reach out. I can& #39;t converse. I havent been able to for years because I have little to no self worth because of everything I& #39;ve gone through.

I...i just needed this outside of just my mind.

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