Why would one give themselves pre-incarnative conditions & limitations?

This is a very big leap for most people & if you don’t have any kind of intuitive or sensed multidimensional awareness or awarenesses that this life is not all...

You are more than your body & mind & personality

You will exist beyond the death of this body

You have existed before the birth of this body

& other dimensions of life are alive & existing right now

If you can’t accept that - you can’t get to right view in Buddhism

If you can’t accept basic view of karma & reincarnation & multidimensional life... it’s very difficult to form right view according to Buddhist perspective

Likewise it’s very difficult to think about:

“I chose my illness for my own as catalyst or stimulus or trigger...

...for my own continued soul evolution which of course began before this birth & of course will go on after”

Follow your heart & what your soul knows

Don’t follow delusion of others

Many dynamics of the incarnation you choose at a soul level before you are born before 3D veil

The purpose of incarnation is soul evolution

The purpose of this life needs to be considered... why are you here?

If you don’t know why you’re here, if you don’t have some sense of life purpose

It’s not what you want, it’s why you came

What the soul wants is life purpose