I’m not gonna sit here and excuse those two screenshots. I did it, i said it, I encouraged it, and it was wrong. I said things in the spur of the moment seeking validation from others not thinking the effects it had on jess. I think that says enough+

+about the kind of character I’ve displayed. But, I want everyone to know everything I’ve said ‘doesnt involved me’ only pertained to this screenshot only. Idk what was said before or afterwards but at the end of the day I am still in the wrong here indefinitely.

Any apology I could give to you all wont take back Jess’s hurt. I understand you calling me dumb, scum, etc. bc at the end of the day if I saw that I would believe the same thing of that person. I understand if you want to unf bc honestly I would also do the same

I laughed the offensive things said because I always make those kinds of jokes and love when ppl laugh. Never once did I take into consideration that others may have a different perspective of me and that is completely shallow to do so. Especially because I apways fight for+

+the rights of POC. This will never exclude any certain demographic. That being said, any birthday money I’ll recieve this week will 100% be going toward donation, specifically towards mexican-americans and mexican immigrant foundations!

Even if I don’t specifically remember saying or encouraging it, obviously from the photos I still did and it’s disgusting. Looking at it leaves me in distaste because stooping that low for validation is gross and I never thought it’d be me but it was and I am so sorry

Personally I would like to talk 1 on 1 with Jess so I can give her my apologies because I feel it wouldnt be as genuine if I said it in a thread. But in that same vein I understand if she never wants to even see my account again.

If u dont want to read this thats fine, hopefully you see this part, as I ask that you hold me accountable ALWAYS so I never forget this and take this as a lesson of what not to be ever again!!

I’m not going to take a break or deactivate or private my account because I feel like that would be me evading my actions and that will never be me. I’m not a pussy and anything thoughts you have on me are free reign, because that’s obviously how I felt towards jess in the moment

To the mexican community, I am sorry. To Jess, I am sorry. TO EVERYONE, I am sorry. Regardless if you feel offended or not, I am still sorry. Because what I did is not okay at all to anyone. I hope everyone has a good rest of their night and that my words didnt ruin it

And to all my replies my intention wasnt to victimize myself, only as an explanation as to why I was taking so long