hi, i wanted to apologize for not being active and interacting with my mutuals lately. i kind of find it hard to tweet when none of my mutuals interact with me. i hate talking about stuff like this, because it makes me seem like i want attention, when that’s—

not the case, i just want to communicate with people that have the same interest as me, because of quarantine i dont have anyone to talk to at the moment. and i thought mutuals was all about communicating with others that had the same interest as you—

but it seems like mutuals aee more about followers that actual interaction and it just makes me sad. i mean i could tweet “gm! say it back!” and get interaction out of it, but it seems more like being obligated then genuine, i have tweeted something like—

like that before but then felt really guilty. i dont want to make someone feel obligated to interact with me cause i said so, i want it because they have a same interest as i do. i feel like im gonna be judged for saying this, but to me its sad that someone—

with 1000 moots gets no interaction on their tweet. and i feel like im getting moots because people want followers, and not genuine interest of what i like. i sound so petty saying all if this im aware, but i dont have anyone to dm, mostly because im scared—

of bothering them. but i really want to get this weight off me by talking about it. i dont know, if you have something to say comment about this thread (as in if im wrong or something) please do so i will try to clear it up.