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A thread on how it was like to be with Rouxx/Ginzan, my abuser. I realized over the years on how toxic it was. https://twitter.com/ashewyn/status/1274669456808202241">https://twitter.com/ashewyn/s...
Even though he’s basically left all forms of social media, and probably left the fandom because he was caught red-handed. It’s been 4 years and I’m still struggling. I’ve healed but it’s about time for this to be said.
I was groomed by him, and used me for his sexual gain and risk. He made to seem he was the only one for me. I was at a very vulnerable time of my life.
My mother had passed when I was a young kid, and I was anxious and shy as a result. I was depressed, jealous, and had been emotionally abused by my father& #39;s ex GF for several years. He was “there” for me, talked to me and made me feel special. I just turned 17, he was 24.
Rouxx basically treated me like royalty, until he abandoned me because he was tired of me. He bought me expensive things to make me keep on liking him. We were mainly online so nothing physical happened but when the time ended, he disappeared. I was hurting.
He gave me the silent treatment for weeks on end, made it seem like it wasn’t a big deal. I wanted to feel love again, but he was done and said no logical explaination on why. He just left.
I couldn’t do anything. I didn’t eat, sleep, go out, and feel genuinely okay for over a year. High school was a struggle as well. He avoided me purposely and when he came back, it’s like what he did never happened. I was depressed, anxious, paranoid. I was scared to say anything
He charmed me, wrapped me around his finger, and made me distance from everyone that was warning me. I had no idea he was such a cruel human being. He got away with everything and was skilled on how to escape the concqeuences. He hurt so many people in the result.
After everything, I wanted closure and to rekindle a sort of friendship to amend the hardships as I am not a person to have a grudge. He fucked it up every time I tried to say I wanted to be friends. He& #39;d say he missed me, still wanted to be with me and made me feel good again.
It made me super uncomfortable and continued this behavior for a while until I finally had the courage to block him. I really tried with him but he thinks with his genitals.
His previous usernames were
@Rouxx21 on https://Twitter.com"> https://Twitter.com
Rouxx on http://furaffinity.net"> http://furaffinity.net
Drake Henderson on http://Facebook.com"> http://Facebook.com
Ginzan Iwami on http://Facebook.com"> http://Facebook.com
@Ginzan/ @Dryke4 on Telegram (mobile messaging app)
@Jdm_Coondog on http://Instagram.com"> http://Instagram.com
@Rouxx21 on https://Twitter.com"> https://Twitter.com
Rouxx on http://furaffinity.net"> http://furaffinity.net
Drake Henderson on http://Facebook.com"> http://Facebook.com
Ginzan Iwami on http://Facebook.com"> http://Facebook.com
@Ginzan/ @Dryke4 on Telegram (mobile messaging app)
@Jdm_Coondog on http://Instagram.com"> http://Instagram.com
Please for your own safety, avoid this person entirely. He’s a dangerous human being. I honestly wouldn’t even consider him “human” after all the disgusting and inhumane shit he had done to me, and several other people over the years.
Why am I saying this now? Because I’m tired. People are still scared. People who dealt with him are scared because he would purposely silence us. He has no sort of remorse and let us keep on hurting. He was nice to everyone else and kept this part of him covered well.
I made his suit (partial) back in 2016. I regret everything about it because all I see is pain, and agony that came with the fursuit. I am mentally damaged by him. He’s mentally unstable, and knows how to hide it well behind a mask.
He’s the definition of a sociopath. A narcissistic, manipulative sociopath who deserves to be in prison. No exceptions. Most of our conversations were deleted by him, and most interactions were verbal. All I can tell is the experiences I’ve had with Rouxx.
He might be your friend, loved one, and so on but he is hiding his true colors behind a mask. He& #39;s been doing it for years, and doesn& #39;t plan on changing. Even if he’s been nice to you, let this post change your mind.
He specifically targets minors, and went to WFS (when fur balls strike) which is a family friendly event in WA. He takes people who are at their most vulnerable state and uses you for his own sexual gain. He has sexually assaulted people, and twists your mental state of mind.
Others might not be comfortable on telling their damaging experiences, but to the rest please come forward and share your stories and spread the word. This is awareness, not drama.
Some editions to add: he as a preference towards short females with glasses and short hair. He’s very transphobic and makes you doubt everything about yourself.
He questions your reality with his mind games.
He questions your reality with his mind games.
He also attends Anthro Northwest. I saw him back walking around out of suit in November 2019. He purposely stalked my friend @ZOMG_Dawnie so he could get them alone and spring into action.
I’m so glad people are coming forward about their experiences with him. I don’t feel so alone and I feel..free.
I’m finally free.
I’m finally free.
I was allowed to post some of the conversation with my friends consent.
Another statement from a friend who wanted to be anonymous. Hear their story with Rouxx21 (1/2)
Anonymous statement (2/2)
He is a WESTERN WASHINGTON local that lives in Kitsap County AVOID HIM AT ALL COSTS!!! PLEASE do not interact and experience the shit myself and others had experienced.
Please for the love of god he’s a DANGEROUS person. He will use you.
Please for the love of god he’s a DANGEROUS person. He will use you.
Another statement from anonymous
3. Anonymous statement
4. Anonymous Statement
