After 5 months of my breakup, i realised that moving on is not easy. You may can do everything to forget someone but memories dont leave you. You hv go through so many mood swings. Sometimes you feel you hv moved on & at same time you can feel the pain in heart.

Even after trying so hard, you dont stop missing them. You miss them in each and every moment. You hide the truth from your friends that you can still feel the same. You might hate them for everything bad they did to you but you still fail to hate them.

You can feel them in song, movies and everywhere. You want to talk to them and want to smile like before. You tell the whole world that you are silent and feel numb. You tell yourself the lies that you are not into them and you are in love with yourself.

Why every face reminds you of them? Why you suddenly start crying? Because the truth is you are only learning to live without them and thats what we call moving on. When you know that being with them is not the right thing.

Time passes by and you learn to live with your loneliness. Soon, you start finding peace by realising that these all thoughts are useless. You soon realise that peace is not in any person or relationship.

It was always inside you but you wasted your time finding somewhere else where you lost it. Trust the process of healing. It is a time taken process and depends on your acceptance power. But dont lie to your self.

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