confession:

i’m always happy when i’m in a relationship. whether if it’s toxic or not, i’m just happy. being able to connect with someone is hard thing to do for me as i have social anxiety. i don’t how i was able to get with any of ex’s but when i was with them, i was happy.

when i first started dating, i wasn’t sure what to do. but each time i got hurt whether it was being broken up with cause i was too nice, broken up cause a toxic relationship, or broken up with cause of bad timing (1/?)

funny thing, each girl did all one thing. they all made me happy and they all broke me in some way. don’t get me wrong, i know some never meant to hurt me and i know for a fact that one girl liked me and never wanted to hurt me. but that’s just the thing (2/?)

they say “i would never hurt you” but then still do it anyway. another funny thing , i haven’t been able to break up with anyone. all girls i’ve dated has broken up with me and not that i think of it, it sucks. (3/?)

i don’t know what i was trying to say in this thread but what i do know is that there was one girl who i dated that really made me happy. she likes my humor, she was understanding and caring and smart and beautiful and funny. i was fortunate enough to get with her but (4/?)

if i’m able to get back with her again, i definitely would take that chance. unfortunately there were thins that were out of her and i’s control so we had to end the relationship. i could tell she really liked me which makes me happy. still don’t where i was going with this (5/5)