hmm. am I feeling fucked up because I haven& #39;t taken codeine in 2 or 3 days now, or because I& #39;ve apparently been taking dxm multiple times every day for nearly 2 weeks?
well, it seems like 4 days on, 1 day off, a few days on, one day off, 6 days on, and then today. I guess I should take a break from it for longer than just one day since I feel like I& #39;m losing my mind lol
I& #39;m not as scared and freaked out as I was the day before yesterday, and I can actually function okay and everything, but I feel weird and dizzy and kinda like I& #39;m in a fog or something and disconnected from reality
and I mean fuck reality anyway, I never really liked it, but I miss being able to think clearly lol
I& #39;m not sure what& #39;s even happening with work stuff, like it seems like everything is crashing and failing, but it& #39;s nothing to do with me so I don& #39;t need to care
"you& #39;re not the reason behind the thousands of failed login attempts to this database in the middle of the night, are you?"
"no I don& #39;t think so??"
"oh okay then"
I thought it could& #39;ve been my fault but when I stopped my thing it still kept happening, so I& #39;m pretty sure it& #39;s nothing to do with anything I& #39;m working on lol
my thing still isn& #39;t working properly, but everyone else is so busy with all this other stuff that it doesn& #39;t really matter it seems like
I& #39;m doing what I can which is pretty much nothing lol
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