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hmm. am I feeling fucked up because I haven't taken codeine in 2 or 3 days now, or because I've apparently been taking dxm multiple times every day for nearly 2 weeks?
well, it seems like 4 days on, 1 day off, a few days on, one day off, 6 days on, and then today. I guess I should take a break from it for longer than just one day since I feel like I'm losing my mind lol
I'm not as scared and freaked out as I was the day before yesterday, and I can actually function okay and everything, but I feel weird and dizzy and kinda like I'm in a fog or something and disconnected from reality
and I mean fuck reality anyway, I never really liked it, but I miss being able to think clearly lol
I'm not sure what's even happening with work stuff, like it seems like everything is crashing and failing, but it's nothing to do with me so I don't need to care
"you're not the reason behind the thousands of failed login attempts to this database in the middle of the night, are you?"
"no I don't think so??"
"oh okay then"
"no I don't think so??"
"oh okay then"
I thought it could've been my fault but when I stopped my thing it still kept happening, so I'm pretty sure it's nothing to do with anything I'm working on lol
my thing still isn't working properly, but everyone else is so busy with all this other stuff that it doesn't really matter it seems like
I'm doing what I can which is pretty much nothing lol
I'm doing what I can which is pretty much nothing lol
