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hi guys, joana here. i know i've been inactive for a long time. this is the longest hiatus ive had. i took a break from stan twt because something about it didn't sit right with me.
the week before i left, i was also on a hiatus but i returned for a short while to celebrate our gc's first monthsary. ((i only really went back for them at the time. i love you hanndog. thank you guys for keeping me grounded))
i noticed that ever since i returned to stan twt with this acc, my social anxiety (or anxiety in general) has gotten worse. even thinking of logging in already puts so much pressure on me.
i left stan twt last 2017 because of the same reason. i thought that this time around it would be better but it didn't really change. i do still keep myself updated on my faves but more in private.
i have also continued to speak up about BLM, JunkTerrorBill, Yemen Crisis and a lot more movements on my other accounts and social media. however, i don't stay long there too because my anxiety gets the best of me.
the other week was my birthday and i celebrated by donating to blm funds, pride funds and cebu7 bail funds. i hope this will encourage some of you guys to donate as well, no matter how small.
lastly, i want to say that i will not be as active as before on this account anymore. i'll still log in from time to time to keep myself updated with my idols.
and if ever any of you also experience anxiety and want to take a break, please do. take your time. that being said, i'll be off for now. thanks for going through this thread 
