I'm blessed to have these people around me who doesn't measure my success on worldly ambitions. Who took much care of my spiritual being. Who accepts me for who I am.

This is far to be compared to Job experiences. Who am I to complain?

If I earnestly wanted God's will, I should undergo in these unpleasant situations.

Though I lose all of worldly opportunities and hopes, as long as my hope is in the Lord, He will take me to places my eyes haven't seen or mind ever known. For His thoughts are higher than mine.

If you're still on this thread, Christianity isn't easy. (If you wanna do God's will ha)

But what makes it beautiful is that we have security in God. Though there are lots of battles, in faith, we know we'll be victorious. And so we receive blessings far than we know.