Yesterday was a day that ended with a spectacular mental breakdown from which I'm still recovering from (disassociated AF right now). The morning saw the news of Chris D'Elia being shown for the pervert he is which in itself was a lot to wrap my head around. I was shocked & angry

Angry for the victims knowing full well personally how limited the law is when dealing with sexual harassment and grooming as is. This got followed up by someone I considered a friend telling my opinion on Men Are Trash is not valid, too much, too loud and too angry.

And know what: fuck that person and anyone who has that "not all men" rhetoric. My opinion has been informed by almost 30 years on this planet, majority of them being abused by men in my life. So yes I am fucking angry &quite frankly if you aren't then you are part of the issue.

Then news broke about Danny Masterson FINALLY being charged with rape. There has been talk of this man being a rapist for YEARS but again the law does not give a fuck about the victims of this abuse. Cue yet another tailspin of rage & anger at the world & the failing justice

system. This came to a head when I went to workout, something threw me over the edge &I haven't been able to figure it out. With all of this said&happening; I am okay. I have a therapy appointment soon, I will be bringing this up. I am starting to think my BPD is actually C-PTSD.

Mental health is a fucking trip. Just when you think you've got a handle on it things get real damn quick and show you otherwise. #rant #mentalhealthisimportant #normalizetherapy #alwaysworking