I tried to disconnect and what I've only felt was emptiness. As if I was entangled in a thick string that encumbers my breath. I'm constantly losing everything. My control, sageness and even to sympathize.

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In a month of being an invisible, I realized that I was truly an invisible all along.

I can say that I haven't had any friends since the start. No one was there at my quiet grievances because they didn't bother to look for me. I didn't get any messages nor consultations.

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Pshaw, it doesn't obtrude my fragile heart anymore as it wasn't new to me. What caused me to suffer more is that ascertaining I am truly an invisible. An outcast.

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I'm a humdrum human being. They easily get bored at my topics. But I was trying to give the best I could to hold them on. Yet I could still feel the coldness I knew they didn't intend to give.

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I don't mind if there's someone who will read this thread up to this. But thank you if you had. There are so much thoughts that still lingers in mind. And I admit I'm at the verge of quiting.

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But please believe that things are good with me, and even when they’re not, they will be soon enough.