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right no one cares but the tl is supportive rn so I’m gna get it off my chest abt all the times my ex bf sexually assaulted me and then probably delete it cus I’m TIRED !!!
alrite here goes. this is obvs about joseph walsh . happened over the span of us dating and I’m aware ppl won’t believe me bc I stayed with him. I was really mentally ill and would’ve put up with anything back then bc I was so dependant on him to help me
first off I wanna say he knew. I became celibate during our relationship as a way to protect myself and stop his sexual advances. I decided this after an incident he called “that weird time”-when I said NO about 15 times and eventually “ok”. he noticed i wasn’t moving n stopped
but this is the only time he clocked. I can’t even count how many times I would say no I don’t want to before eventually saying yes just so he’d stop asking. all these times were when family were really near which gave me bad anxiety and I was SO uncomfortable
the last time we hooked up I gave him the signal that I wanted to stop and he just said hold on I’m almost done. the last time I saw him he asked for sex like 10+ times ignoring me being like ew no. Idt he’s learned anything
we argued about this after we broke up and he was really defensive and said I was exaggerating to get people to pity me- I didn’t even tell my friends til recently. but that put me off saying anything for ages. I was celibate for 1year after but I’m kinda ok now ! thx everyone
Can I just add that he’s done countless other horrific shit and is generally a manipulative/abusive person tbf. I just focused on the sexual side of it because that’s what’s really been hard for me to come out n talk abt
