Today is my mother's birthday, in which that I suppose to celebrate and seize the day that my mother is still given health and happiness, and we did, although I have not been able to celebrate her birthday with my mom for the last 3 years just because I'm far away from home.

However, on the same day, I heard about the obituary of the fathers from two different people that I know but not that much, Abhy (my online friend, also my ex 推し's brother) and Gra (distant relative that happened to enroll in the same univ).

I actually told my father "I heard two devastating news abt different fathers on the same day" (he actually notified me about Gra's father's passing), but I think he just didn't get it.

I'm not a kind of person that can express affection by simply saying "I love you". It's hard.

My father's getting old, and he's not as energetic as before. The fact that I can't help much other than wishing for my father's health, makes me hurt so much.

It's hard for me to say this, but papa, you are irreplaceable. Thank you for teaching me to fly high.

And I wish my father would understand how much I love him.

Is there someone you know you're loving them so, but taking them all for granted?

Sorry guys for ruining your timeline with this. I don't always tweet about something like this before

peace