A thread for yuki’s day 😔
with the official sound track
ah yes hand holdings until the end, ever occurred to you the only hands yuki have hold (romantically) is mafuyu’s? and his last attempt to hold mafuyu’s hand was in vain
yuki knew didn’t he, its not long until dawn comes :)
yuki lowkey has already known that he wasn’t all right, hence him saying (shown in picture) and when mafuyu on the same episode said “Lying comes easy to you as breathing huh” but breathing wasn’t as easy for him.
his will to live was low but his ‘anchor’ who was mafuyu kept him grounded. For him mafuyu was everything (vice versa) they have known each other for half of their lifes (hiiragi saying that mafuyuki was in a world of their own) and for him loving mafu was easier than breathing
Yuki loves loves mafuyu he sees the little things about him and found his grounded place. he will LITERALLY do anything for him. hence when shizu said (first picture) you can see it’s the same for yuki.
Yuki did everything to show mafuyu how much he loves him, hence he made a song for mafuyu but we all know it backfired. So, what does yuki do?
he does the exact thing mafuyu said. He drank alot of alcohol even though he couldn’t handle them. In his irrational state of mind he must of thought “well the song failed then this ought to show him how much i love him” and to prove that he really did, he died for mafu :)
Yuki was the one who taught mafuyu how to express his feelings, and yet he was the reason mafuyu was so afraid to do so.
yet yuki’s guitar ended up with mafu, which mafu initially thought as a burden, a pain and thus he keeps having nightmare.
but really that guitar mafuyu been carrying around, introduced mafuyu to be able to accept what has happened and move on. THAT GUITAR INTRODUCED MAFUYU TO HIS TALENTS AND POSSIBILITIES 😭😭😭
and everytime mafuyu hugs his guitar, its as though he was hugging yuki. And everytime he stared off on practice, do you think mafuyu was imagining yuki? ahaha..
Mafuyu was finally able to express his emotion and as he does that he ‘saw’ yuki amongst the audience, in that moment its as though yuki was giving his used-to-be warmth to mafuyu. And maybe thats why mafuyu said i miss you :,)
and with that, mafuyu started to move on
and yet again yuki was the one who saved mafuyu :)
Yuki’s first and last love is mafuyu
Yuki’s first and last heartbreak is mafuyu

When almost every first of mafuyu’s was with yuki, every yuki’s first was with mafuyu.
i wanted to write more but my heart did not allow so. Yuki happy birthday baby, you are more than what they say. Fascinating, Dazzling, lonely it all draw what you really are. Yuki, i hope you’re having your 12 cups of ramen up there or hearing mafuyu’s scream in his gaping hole.
ONCE AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUKI

here’s a little duet by mafuyuki :)
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