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Finally, I’m done watching the last season of 13 reasons why. It’s over. I mean, it took a week after finishing it because I knew that I’m not emotionally prepared to watch this series just like when I first watched the show. (A short thread, LOL)
Yeah, before I decided to watch this series, I have doubts in the beginning because I heard some negative impacts to those people who watched it and currently mentally unstable, so am I. Yes, I’m mentally unstable that time.
During those times, I have fears, I’m sad, I’m hurting and I felt so alone. I had too much pressure, everyday.
I remembered, there are times when I was in School, I randomly cry. I don’t know why. Some of my friends asked me why, But I couldn’t answer them because I literally don’t know where it came from.
It felt like I can’t trust anyone. It felt like I have no one. I hide secrets, secrets that some people I love might be upset and choose to leave me, just like the others did.
I see in everyone’s eyes that they don’t believe in me, that I can’t do anything better. At that moment, I didn’t think that I’m worth living. I always have this “dark thoughts” in my mind.
I’m always terrified what’s ahead of me. There’s a part of me that I couldn’t see my self being loved by anyone, anymore. But after watching the first season of this series, it turned out different. It didn’t triggered my anxiety. Instead, it gave me comfort.
It made me feel like I’m putting my own thoughts into words and someone is there for me, listening, all ears. It made me realized that no one gets through this life alone. It opened my mind & heart not to spend my life angry, sad and frustrated.
This series taught me that I can get through it, all of the problems I have and what’s coming, even if I’m just by myself. I just want to thank this series for tackling an important issue that is rarely being talked in our society.
Wala lang, I’m just glad that I’m still alive and writing this thread. 
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