me: builds an entire PC for my big brother and helps him manage his entire gaming setup all because he asked me for help
also me: “loses” a plastic spoon to his gfuel
my brother: “fuck you this is why i don’t even want you around, stay the fuck away”
also me: “loses” a plastic spoon to his gfuel
my brother: “fuck you this is why i don’t even want you around, stay the fuck away”
the amount of positivity and help that i try to give to other people isn’t given back to me ever, and it’s not like i expect you to give me that same energy back all the time, but the least you could do is be nice to me and treat me like a normal person instead of slandering me..
and treating me like i’m not someone close to you. I’m not asking for much, i’m really not
regardless of how many times you want to put me down and WILL put me down i’ll still be there to help you, because you are important to me. i don’t care about what you say, yes it hurts but it’s not gonna change my mind about you
I always come to the conclusion that i should stop giving to people, but i always stop myself from that in the end because i know doing that won’t make the situation any better, if anything it would make it worse. The problem is that everytime you say that shit to me it..
would break me down more and more and it hurts to see that you haven’t given an inch of thought into how it makes me feel. I do so much for you yet you throw me out like i’m not even blood related, which is fucked up
and i shouldn’t have to point that out for you either, that’s the sad thing
anyway thanks for coming to my TED Talk