it's after 3am so i can post something positive about something i'm doing in dnd without feeling like an arrogant person, amazing

anyway i'm not 100% comfortable with how i'm playing ravnica but i do appreciate that the thing i was most scared of (not being able to portray alpha as the character he is) ended up just working out in a way that makes me happy (for now)

i was scared about him being too intense or too much of wreck, but playing him as fun, casual and really laid back has been working really well so far and i love that

i like that it would just be believable that that's all there is to his personality after these two sessions

i'm intrigued to see how long i can keep this up because one of his main character traits is that he's just ... really good at keeping it together

it's one of his only good qualities