I respect my boyfriend so much, not only he tells me, but shows me all the time what it is with me. I’ve never experienced being with someone who loves me in & out, adores, respects & honors me in public & in private. I feel so bad sometimes cause I know it’s so hard loving me.

My mental isn’t really there yet w/ accepting that someone is actually being faithful and honest w/ me & loving me fully cause I’ve been fucked over way too many times by people I loved / had mad love for, nobody knows how that’ll truly fuck someone up mentally & emotionally.

BUTTTTT I’m trying https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😭" title="Laut schreiendes Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Laut schreiendes Gesicht">https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="🥺" title="Pleading face" aria-label="Emoji: Pleading face"> even though it’s super damn hard for me to let this wall down. I’m willing to give all of myself to him.