FINALLY had a doctor& #39;s appointment today. Am now on some anxiety medication. Little nervous about it all, but mostly relieved to have a t l a s t got the process going. We& #39;ll see how this goes.

bro, the reduced appetite side effect of this shit is kinda lit, gonna get skinny and calm

Can’t tell if my emotions are being brought down to a reasonable, non-anxiety fueled level, or if my ability to feel them fully is being inhibited, but either way a good cry is always juuuust out of reach and it’s a little frustrating https://abs.twimg.com/emoji/v2/... draggable="false" alt="😔" title="Nachdenkliches Gesicht" aria-label="Emoji: Nachdenkliches Gesicht">

Sorry to be absolutely way too much on main right now but these meds are making jacking off such a fucking chore, im exhausted