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my dad jokes about stuff as if other people's strife is a point of laughter for him. Gahd. I just really don't know how to get thru him, even calling him out on it doesn't work. I understand he didn't experience those and had a pretty easy life back then but...
still it triggers me how he could take things so lightly. And he just throws off what we siblings say as we warned them about going out in the pandemic, about how to treat others properly, how we felt betrayed when he used my mother's fb account to demand that we fund his ...
birthday party.
I still have a lot of unresolved issues with how they raised me up, but a major chunk of it can be solved with him admitting his mistakes and acknowledging his narrow mindset, and maybe when he finally takes his supposed Christianity seriously
I still have a lot of unresolved issues with how they raised me up, but a major chunk of it can be solved with him admitting his mistakes and acknowledging his narrow mindset, and maybe when he finally takes his supposed Christianity seriously
And for God's sake my mom is this clingy mother, who is jealous of anyone who spends much time with me. Like you had me locked up in the house for quite a big part of my childhood, now that I am away, you start making drama on how we siblings dont want to stay home?
please stop projecting your frustrations and unresolved tensions to us siblings. We are all thankful to be able to get away from your home since we all felt suffocated in there with all your refusal to acknowledge times had change and we aint subscribing to your hypocritical
faith or fake religious belief whatsoever. You might be so professional about it to others but remember we saw how you raised us up, how you prioritized your job and church matters over us, then now you act jealous of the time we spent with othet people?
gahd i so hate that. coz it ruined my mindset towards relationships. being needy and all stems from my home environment and now I just keep away from everyone because I still think they might act like you and only use me for your own rant box and relief of your unmet needs.
feel free to ignore this thread/unfollow. these are just unexpressed thoughts/feelings/emotions I am not able to get out or communicate to a friend or soemone else no matter how close or distant they are. yes I would rather post them here behind the handle.
