I wish I had more subscribers. More people that decided to subscribe to my channel, enjoy my videos, and maybe even support me too. People that will talk to me in the comments and live chat (once YouTube give my streaming back). People that will participate in my videos too.

It’s not about the potential money it might generate (although it’s a bonus because I could reinvest it back into games, equipment, and other stuff for YouTube). It’s about the community that could generate. Having people to talk to, to laugh with, to help me through tough times.

Things would be so much different like that. I could already imagine how many things I could do if I had people that watched and enjoyed. I want to livestream so badly, but 1: I need to get @YouTube’s attention so that they reinstate it. 2: No one would watch if I did right now.

I just wanted to talk about what I’m thinking right now. Fun fact: I spent the last 1-2 hours trying to find the best words to say all of this. It’s now 4:30 AM LOL. I just wanted to express how I feel even though I know that no one will probably read this thread anyways.