it& #39;s hard for me to get close to people because of the expectations they have of me. a lot of the time, they expect me to be just like my twitter persona (i& #39;m not). frequently they& #39;re just straight-up scared to talk to me at all. it& #39;s that weird "alone in a crowded room" feeling

to be completely fair, part of this is definitely just me being bad at social interaction that doesn& #39;t center around haha funny jokes. it& #39;s why making people laugh is my go-to tactic- it& #39;s not just that i enjoy doing it (though i do), it& #39;s that it& #39;s the only interaction i can do

and you know, how much social interaction can you *really* expect to get from something like this. maybe i will just be "that guy that makes the shitposts" and be satisfied with that.

anyway, by morning, this will be gone, and i will have thought of something stupid to cover up that it ever happened at all. because that is what i do best