a thread of things i am thankful for on my 25th birthday:

1) my dog

2) the fact that i am safe and healthy and know that i am loved

3) that rochelle, my therapist when i was 18, helped me learn that i could exist in my body without the need to feel shame about it

4) my favourite bra. which is comfy af and make my tits look great.

5) the fact that i got to travel to mexico for my best friend's wedding two weeks before quar happened.

6) my hair, for being so fucking reliable and good, despite my negligence

7) @brittanykylaxo for being the best person i could have possibly met during my HCA program. i would be lost without her notes.

8) satie's three gymnopédies

9) these wonderful people i've met on twitch: @kathkell, @broadstroke1, @ObiWannCoyote, @CJosephBea, @__treetop__, @Hockles_, @Starrshine_ttv, @potatogod1998, @john_poops, @MatthewRodocker, @NickGangPhoto, @keevot, @zacko24, @TheLarkShark, @sneaky1210 you make my heart happy

10) @laurydoodle for always being there for me when i truly need it

11) the people i've sent nudes to who haven't doxxed me or haven't posted my content on the internet w/o my consent. i mean, it's the most basic non-asshole expectation but it's nice that it hasn't happened.

12) watercolour paint for doing that thing on paper where it dances with a mind of its own until it dries

13) red lipstick

14) the peach mango pies at jollibee

15) my parents still being alive

16) @memer_screamer for being my fiercest, most loyal friend.

17) my kayumanggi skin

18) SPF

19) @noreennikol for being the definition of ride or die

20) "click" tampon applicator technology

21) this bon appetit recipe: https://www.bonappetit.com/recipe/kale-pesto-with-whole-wheat-pasta

22) claire saffitz's tenacity

23) nocciola gelato

24) malunggay

25) the satisfyer pro 2