I’m learning how to live by actually living...

those closest to me know, it’s been a rough past 6 months. But deep down, only I knew, it’s been rough for the last 3 years.

Idk if it’s the Tongan in me, but writing this out, it’s killing (what my dad would call) my “loto lahi” soul rn, lol. Yes, gotta add that extra poly humor to make this thread less sad, right?

I’m really good at masking how depressing I can feel on the inside by joking my sadness away or calling all my loved ones to be around me all the time. I hate being alone.