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i think im gonna make a long thread about stuff going on in my head right now.. you don’t have to read, i just feel the need to talk about this (1/??)
well, i got used again.. safe to say by someone who didn’t really *intend* on doing just that, but well.. it happened, and im not just gonna stay silent about personal issues on my profile
it’s just been the weirdest half-year in the past.. i made some friends, entered discord communications with them, and started feeling things i never had the chance to feel before, like love, comfort, stuff like that
well, as it turns out that group didn’t really.. involve me to much an extent at all, it felt more like i was pushed into speaking by a select few individuals who i trusted at the time.. i had feelings for a few of them and well.. everything went downhill from there
i probably shouldn’t be involving myself with people like that in my current circumstances but well, it was.. something i thought that would make my life a little more enjoyable.. i was naive to think something like that in the first place, eheh
well, eventually everything slowed and i ended up being aggressive to some people cus i bottle up my emotions a bunch, as you probably would expect from someone like me
but well, after a few closeness-periods with people from that group, i ended up “leaving” with another
but well, after a few closeness-periods with people from that group, i ended up “leaving” with another
person who im not going to name
well, i eventually realized i caught feelings for them and, long story short, after five months of being in a relationship they sort of just told me they’d lied the entire time about how they had felt about me.. wanting to replace a friend they’d-
well, i eventually realized i caught feelings for them and, long story short, after five months of being in a relationship they sort of just told me they’d lied the entire time about how they had felt about me.. wanting to replace a friend they’d-
lost rather than actually being in a relationship with me
which was probably bad on my part, but.. i just feel they could’ve told me they didn’t want something like that with me, and..
im gonna try and move past it, not that that makes it hurt any less?
now i just lurk, i think?
which was probably bad on my part, but.. i just feel they could’ve told me they didn’t want something like that with me, and..
im gonna try and move past it, not that that makes it hurt any less?
now i just lurk, i think?
im not gonna try with love anymore right now, i don’t think i have the strength after.. being the way i was for the past few months.
if anyone read this thread this far, well.. if there’s anything you guys might need, i know shyness can really stop a message, if you need to talk-
if anyone read this thread this far, well.. if there’s anything you guys might need, i know shyness can really stop a message, if you need to talk-
or anything, feel free to dm me!!
im not sure how fast i could get back right now cus of the service around here, but well.. the option is there
thank you for reading, it means.. so much to me, i hope today has treated you better than it has me. (end of thread)
im not sure how fast i could get back right now cus of the service around here, but well.. the option is there
thank you for reading, it means.. so much to me, i hope today has treated you better than it has me. (end of thread)
