This is me celebrating being accepted after I was cast out. I really had no idea what I did. Fuck I really wish I could give my younger self a hug to let him know its gonna be ok bc my headspace during this time was the worst, feeling unwanted does a lot to your self-esteem. https://twitter.com/keegan_vanilla/status/329481293442215936">https://twitter.com/keegan_va...

My head was so messed up at this time bc it happened so much. I just wanted to fit in. Like what was I doing wrong, why did people not like me. These questions were at the front of mind for so long. Its been like that since the beginning of my school life until the end of 2013-

This affected me so bad like I felt so alone and I& #39;m ashamed to admit that I had very dark thoughts at that time but I& #39;m glad I pushed through, otherwise I wouldn& #39;t have he amazing people I have around me right now. So younger me I& #39;m glad you& #39;re stronger now :) Fuck I& #39;m crying

I always brushed it off like a joke at the time but I was hurting so much inside all because I wanted people to like me. I craved validation from friends bc I never had it. Everyone else had it but why not me?

This is the most emotionally vulnerable I& #39;ve ever been and it feels really good to get off my chest even if I& #39;m crying rn.