you’re all very valid for being angry and i don’t know what more i can say. i’m not going to try and act like my thought process was right at all, i obviously didn’t handle the situation correctly at all. i’m not trying to make excuses, this was just me explaining

why i acted the way i did. it was obviously so wrong and thoughtless and i shouldn’t have thought about keeping ari in the group. i am genuinely so sorry and i know my words mean nothing right now but explaining myself (not making excuses, again) and apologizing is all i can do

i’m genuinely so sorry and i feel so ashamed and irresponsible and i 100% understand my apologies mean nothing to any of you but theyre all i can really give any of you right now. if i could go back and just use my brain instead of panicking i would.