I want to say a lot of things, but I can't because it feels like I'm going to be hated on it or I'm bitter because I worked on something for so long and yet... I have gained nothing from it other than to work as part of a machine, not as part of a vision.

I spent years working and believing in something. I tried to network, and it failed because other people don't see the potential.

And now, someone who just happened to sell it better gets the results while I'm left answering questions that I'm not prepared to answer.

Tomorrow, I'm going to be 42. And other than SOME things, I got nothing to show for 42.

I'm tired of growing older and not getting the dividends from the work I put in.

I'm happy, but I'm upset.

"don't be mad, your vision is coming true"...

Yeah, it's coming true... but at the cost of stepping all over me and the people that saw it long before others did.

I guess it was just not our time.