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Dreams kineme.
Hinanap talaga tong thread na to. Brief keme ng dream ko: Kasama ko yung Ssangmundong squad sa sasakyan tapos ako yung nakatoka sa music...and I decided to play “Minsan” by the Eraserheads and they don’t even understood a single word...kaya pinalitan ko ng “Hyehwadong”
...ako naman di nakaintindi. Bahahahahahahaha. Buset na yan.
7/18/20
Medyo heartbreaking yung dream, I forgot sino nga lang siya pero kilala ko siya irl (kanina ko pa iniisip actually kaya di ko twineet, pero di ko talaga maalala) I finally said yes to a relationship with him and was ecstatic na ipakilala siya sa parents ko.
Medyo heartbreaking yung dream, I forgot sino nga lang siya pero kilala ko siya irl (kanina ko pa iniisip actually kaya di ko twineet, pero di ko talaga maalala) I finally said yes to a relationship with him and was ecstatic na ipakilala siya sa parents ko.
Pero I have a feeling daw na may di pabor/supported yung pagkakaroon ko ng jowa kaya instead na isama ko siya para ipakilala agad, sinabi ko daw na magstay muna siya somewhere malapit tapos itetext ko kung clear at okay na...kaso hindi naging okay.
By the time daw na sasabihin ko na kay Mama na may ipapakilala nga ako, siya yung nagsabi na di meant sa akin yung tao...and I was heartbroken kasi I was at an age na ako na nagdedecide sa sarili ko at sinabihan ko lang naman sila to inform and I don’t care daw kung di siya agree
Ang nkklk dun? Nandun yung kapatid niya na I haven’t talked to for years due to irreconcilable differences 
that I’d rather ignore them than be associated with them...pero siya pa nagbigay sakin ng comfort and support and even told mama na I’m old enough to decide on my own
that I’d rather ignore them than be associated with them...pero siya pa nagbigay sakin ng comfort and support and even told mama na I’m old enough to decide on my own
Pero I care and I still seek validation from them at napepressure ako kasi makikipagbreak na daw ako dun sa jowa and I was crying...tapos may malapit daw na bar sa bahay namin at pumarty daw muna ako tapos tinext ko jowa ko para makapagusap na kami. I was dreading...
The “talk” kaya I was stalling daw, nagtago ako sa CR tapos I washed my face daw bago ko siya harapin...and up until matapos panaginip ko, I was looking at my face in the mirror, talking to and convincing myself that I need to do it for my family tapos I woke up.
Made me realize now how important my family’s opinions are to me. That I still crave for attention and seek validation from them...even if I deny that I don’t. Nkklk 4H stellium to. Bwahahahahaha. Whew. Charot.
8/15
I knew I had vivid dreams since the last time I tweeted in this thread pero ang dali kong nakalimutan when I woke up, bits and pieces na lang. Now, I just knew that I was ~flirting with a guy named “Austin Justine” and I was mocking him for having a feminine other name.
I knew I had vivid dreams since the last time I tweeted in this thread pero ang dali kong nakalimutan when I woke up, bits and pieces na lang. Now, I just knew that I was ~flirting with a guy named “Austin Justine” and I was mocking him for having a feminine other name.
He had a face as well pero nakalimutan ko na mukha niya, I just know na half pinoy and half, err, caucasian? Not sure kung taga US, UK, Canada or Australian. Hahahaha. But this guy immediately saw right through me daw and initially made me uncomfortable but I went with it??
Go with the flow lang drama ko and flirted!! Wtf? Hahahahaha. For the life of me, I can’t flirt for shitz. Yet there I was in that dream, flirting as if my life depended on it.
Yet there I was in that dream, flirting as if my life depended on it.
