I always need a few days to collect my thoughts when the world reveals itself as a devastating dumpster fire again. I'm not an expert. I am not a POC, but I have studied the broken systems in our communities. Here are three small things I learned.

First, I am learning to actively listen to those in the margins, ask questions, and then believe them. (The last part is key.) This seems relatively simple, but it's not. I would have told you I've always done this, but I haven't.

Truly listening and believing stories of pain, cruelty, and injustice especially when they exposed my sin, challenge my thinking and call out privilege is hard. (Not nearly as hard as experiencing it!) But leaning into discomfort and refusing to look away is how we learn.

Second, I am responsible for doing my own work. No one else will unravel my internal prejudice. Working to change systemic injustice is not a passive act. It's my job to seek out the books, build the relationships, and find the opportunities to make change.

Those who are marginalized are not obligated to teach me. I am grateful when they do. They do not owe me their stories, but when I hear them I should listen and act. The oppressed cannot create the space where they are heard and change is made. It is our job to make that space.

Third, there is grace and forgiveness when we screw things up. Our God lovingly created all people, every race and ethnicity. When I fail to celebrate this, when I leave the work of loving others as I love myself undone, Jesus offers forgiveness

If we trust God's grace and forgiveness, we don't have to be afraid to face these issues individually or as a church. We try. We fail. We find forgiveness from God and others. The Holy Spirit works in us to do better for our brothers and sisters in Christ every time.

May our prayers and repentance lead to learning, loving and change. May God give us hearts that yearn for peace and justice and fight against racism, oppression and evil. When we fail, may God give us the grace and courage to get up and try again.