/ good morning. Allow me to speak on my own behalf since everyone jumped the gun and either attacked me, unfollowed me and even possibly talked bad about me.

Okay so this whole situation runs way deeper than me just saying one little word in a tweet. It was retaliation — I

/ — for telling her that hating a fictional character who wasn’t even a real cop was irrelevant and has zero correlation with ACAB. Maybe I’m wrong so correct me if so, but that just seems far fetched you know?

I may not be black, but I support black lives matter because —

/ — something you may not know is my dad is extremely racists towards every race other than white and I swore I would never be that way.

I love everyone equally. Other than cops because well, they abuse their power. As far as the situation between us personally—

/ — this person has been hating me dm for years and has ALWAYS pulled the victim card. She forgets that I too was 14/15 so I didn’t know what the fuck I was doing wrong. She never came to me and told me that’s how she felt and so I didn’t fix the problem. I never full on —

/ — admitted to abusing her. I said MAYBE. because well she did the same shit right back to me 10x worse than I EVER did. Maybe I was insensitive to her feelings, but she was also disregarding mine every time I felt bad and that’s the real reason we stopped being friends on —

/ — my end. Because even if she was never there for me I was always there for her to listen and try and help her feel better. I didn’t start getting upset until I would try and reach out and get nothing or only a little back. Even then I told her I felt like she was being —

/ — distant. It wasn’t because I was mean. I was nicer to you than you were to me and this whole “I’m a victim.” Facade is getting fucking old. I don’t care who hates me over it, but act like she’s not always in some sort of drama or talking about things that don’t involve —

/ — her. Also the word I said that she tried to use against me and call me racist for was said back in February and we stopped talking AFTER I TRIED TO APOLOGIZE back in November. So someone help me understand because I don’t. I apologized for everything I said and did and you —

/ — disregarded it. Now I’m not saying you had to be my best friend but at least I tried to tell you how sorry and how bad I felt because believe it or not. That whole situation ate at me for two years before I reached out and said I was sorry. So as far as I know, I did the —

/ — right thing. And we aren’t talking facts do face because you told me to block you and stop talking to you, so I did. you blocked me as well so kinda hard do talk. But I don’t even wanna talk now. You’ve shown that you haven’t changed a single bit since we were friends. —

/ — and well I don’t want to associate with that anymore. Call me what you want to call me tell people just how much of a piece of shit I am. Whatever. I know and my friends know that I have changed since then and they know everything because I explained both sides of the story —

/ — and I’m not even trying to make you look bad like you’re doing me. I was just telling the gods honest truth. That “abuse” went both ways in our friendship, and I never guilt tripped you. Those were my real feelings and you didn’t care so you thought I was guilt tripping —

/ — now please leave me alone. I don’t care to talk about this anymore. You’re no better than me at this point because had you come to me about this tweet I made and told me how wrong it was. Maybe I would I have had more respect for you because it was an accident, I didn’t —

/ — see the word and went ahead and tweeted it. I really meant to say “I’m so numb and the air so cold.” But got the whole next verse with it because google messes up copy and paste sometimes and highlights more than what you want. That was what happened and well when I —

/ — pasted I didn’t read it because I got the lyrics I wanted or thought I wanted. Y’all need to grow up and realize there’s more real life problems other than arguing back and forth on the internet. There’s no wrong in saying what I said, because I didn’t add the ER —

/ — and since I’m white, it was wrong of ME personally to say it and like I said I never use that term even in my real life ask anyone who knows me. I use other alternative words that aren’t considered racist. I’m not racist, just because I slipped up ONE time doesn’t make me —

/ — a racist. You should be going after the real racists here Instead of obsessing over what I say. Living in your head rent free and for what?! You’ve been bugging me for too damn long now and I’m done. So after this I’m done talking about it. I will resume my life because —

/ — it DOES go on without this stupid ass drama. So leave me alone, you’ve said enough shit about me I don’t care. I literally forgot you existed until I saw that tweet and I had to laugh because it was ridiculous. I never worry about you, I never think about you and I damn —

/ — sure don’t care how you feel about me. Stay mad baby because I don’t care. This is all childish shit that I refuse to waste any more time on. And if you made it this far in the thread, thank you for taking the time to hear me out.