[A thread to remind myself; Feel free to read!]

Something is different today. Unlike 2 weeks ago, pakiramdam ko lahat ng nakasabayan ko, napagiwanan na ako. Di naman nang-iwan. Nandyan pa rin sila, nakasupport kahit tahimik.

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Pero kasi, iba rin situation ngayon, kaya I understand. Nakakausap ko pa naman sila, so usually I feel comforted. Siguro nag-ooverthink lang, though I know won't do me any good.

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A lot has happened in my life since I became a fan. Maybe because matapang daw akong humarap sa reality, somehow I still have my sht together. Pero this may, nakakapagod talaga. And I guess the events around us affected me too.

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So, surprisingly di ako masyadong surprised na maraming napapagod. Whether rest or closed na talaga ang account. There is so much happening at once, and hindi rin ligtas and industry nila. Alam natin 'yon.

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Pero, sa tuwing malapit na akong mapagod. Times when I though wala ng pag-asa dito, I try to think of the memories made here, the people I have met, kung saan ako nakarating because of the events. At lalo na yung love na meron.

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May rason talaga siguro kung bakit mas pinipili kong ituon ang sarili ko sa mga bagay na mahalaga sa akin. Maybe in the long run, ito rin ang sasalba sa puso ko. I hope, mas maraming gumawa non dito.

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I have decided to stay. Haha. Di naman ako aalis. The point of this thread lang siguro is, I am thankful na kahit papaano, we have each other to lean on kahit na disaste na sa labas. We'll be back in no time kaya lalaban lang!

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Ayon lang. Hahaha sige scroll na ulit yung mga umabot dito. For what its worth, mahal ko ang lahat ng nandito na tinuring kong pamilya. I hope sa mga kagaya kong mananatili, we'll always find our reason. Stay safe y'all!

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