FEELINGS (Thread)
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So lately I've been feeling a bit jealous. Yes i know its silly, and I've been trying to ignore it, but i just cant?? I dont know why its really hard for me.

And what did i jealous of?
Its not only one person really. Its almost everywhere around me. Whenever i open social media (Twitter, ig, line, pinterest, and etc) and see a couple sharing their uwuness and wholesomeness, i just started to feel that way.

I DIDN'T mean like they shouldn't post their uwuness relationship to the social media. They TOTALLY HAVE RIGHTS to post whatever they like to their social media. In fact im blaming myself here for always active on social media and being sensitive towards these things.

I did try to limit my time in social media, which worked pretty well. But there's another problem. I am also jealous of fictional characters having a really perfect relationship. Now i must admit, i am a FUCKING silly and sensitive person.

I want to change, but i couldn't get out. Heck i dont even know how to get out of this feeling. And no please dont suggest me to find a girlfriend, i dont want to be involved in any relationship right now.

You can just ignore this thread. It dont actually really matters. Its just me letting out what I've been feeling for a past couple of weeks and honestly, after i wrote this, im a bit better. But if you do read all to the way to here, then thank you very much :D