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hey you know those weird late night sessions where I get into my feelings and either get nostalgic, sappy, or suicidal? yeah its one of those nights again. nobody worry, im just nostalgic this time.
not gonna lie, a lot of the news happening has bumbed me out lately. it really reinforces how cruel the world can be and how much things suck, but its been like this for a while now. I uh, I just needed a pick me up and I got nostalgic for "the good old days"
trust me, Im aware its always been like this. there are only "good old days" cause we weren& #39;t as acutely aware of it then. but, I wanted to go look at some of the good stuff and I stumbled upon my comic again. went to check the stats. first of all-
ayo who the FUCK is reading my comic in 2020? stop! it was shit! let it die!
also to whoever the fuck the 2 people that downloaded the demo for my game are. thank you. but also why? lmao
but the thing that really hit me hard was this. just a very real message when I finished up my comic. and god did it just... really make me proud and embarrassed and happy. and miss it.
a lot of things are either scrapped or tbd. and the game is now making a snails pace of progress but this way my passion. this was just a dumb kid trying to make his friends laugh that spiraled out of control into an epic and stupid ass story. and I miss that.
I miss laughing at dumb shit, I miss filling the comic with stupid inside jokes only my friends would get. I miss getting lazy with the art that resulted in images that got fucking memed to shit. I miss being a kid, man.
this was just a solitary reminder why I had so much passion when it ended. and why I wanted the game to do well. it was a love letter to these times. to this stupid... STUPID comic I made. and the friends I put up with during it.
I guess all im trying to say is... at some point I lost my passion for the game (and lets be honest, creativity in general. didn& #39;t draw for, like, a year) but this really put it back in me. I kinda wanna work on the game again. and its the first time in a long time.
thank you for listening to me rant for only god knows how fucking long. I appreciate it. yall can go back to sleep, or wilding or whatever the fuck. I think I got a game to work on. also for whoever is still reading my comic STOP THAT SHIT. LET IT DIE IN OBSCURITY ALREADY!
