i tell myself everything is gonna be fine even if it won& #39;t because I know that pessimism wont get me anywhere. it& #39;s really really hard to climb out of those negative thoughts/feelings but I& #39;ve gotta try.

for so much of my life I always felt miserable. so fucking miserable. I wasn& #39;t living before coming out as Trans. I& #39;m just slowly trying to get myself together.

cw/tw: self harm, suicide ideation

when Im in bed crying thinking of cutting or killing myself it& #39;s the thought of a light at the end of this tunnel that keeps me going. The what if, the maybe, I want to know what happiness feels like. I hope one day I get there

that& #39;s all I& #39;m gonna say about myself today. I hope that helps someone because it has helped me. Please continue to retweet and follow Black people. Spread links, donate money, don& #39;t give ur ignorant opinions, we as non Black people should be doing these things.

and I& #39;ll end this thread with saying death to amerikkka and death to every settler colonial state/nation. (: