i tell myself everything is gonna be fine even if it won't because I know that pessimism wont get me anywhere. it's really really hard to climb out of those negative thoughts/feelings but I've gotta try.
for so much of my life I always felt miserable. so fucking miserable. I wasn't living before coming out as Trans. I'm just slowly trying to get myself together.
cw/tw: self harm, suicide ideation

when Im in bed crying thinking of cutting or killing myself it's the thought of a light at the end of this tunnel that keeps me going. The what if, the maybe, I want to know what happiness feels like. I hope one day I get there
that's all I'm gonna say about myself today. I hope that helps someone because it has helped me. Please continue to retweet and follow Black people. Spread links, donate money, don't give ur ignorant opinions, we as non Black people should be doing these things.
and I'll end this thread with saying death to amerikkka and death to every settler colonial state/nation. (:
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