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after reading a bunch of things and reflecting on what I& #39;ve done in the past year it& #39;s made me feel like a selfish and coping git for the last few days, just feel like i& #39;m trying to take peoples ideas and make em in my own way and pass it off as something original 1/6
and convince myself that & #39;It& #39;s ok! you know you don& #39;t mean to do this is in a dickish way!& #39; but outside viewers will just see me as fucking cunt who steals ideas. I& #39;ve also realized I have become obsessive with a certain thing and done way too much stuff for it 2/6
and like it& #39;s not bad as long as I try and slow it down but to me it isn& #39;t cause I know I can& #39;t stop myself and will just continue once i& #39;m done with a break from it. I don& #39;t know where i& #39;m heading with this rant tweet cause I feel like I could just layer it up and up 3/6
the last few dayse have been good on the surface but my mental state has been fucking killed and then I put myself down even more by saying to myself & #39;Oh you& #39;re just being edgy, stop with it and act the way you should!& #39; and even writing this I feel like that 4/6
AND EVEN MORE SHIT! I came back from a break of Discord to see friends planning trips and other thing and then that made me think that they may want to stay, never leave and won& #39;t come back and forget about me. it is the stupidest thing to think that but my mind just does it 5/6
