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after reading a bunch of things and reflecting on what I've done in the past year it's made me feel like a selfish and coping git for the last few days, just feel like i'm trying to take peoples ideas and make em in my own way and pass it off as something original 1/6
and convince myself that 'It's ok! you know you don't mean to do this is in a dickish way!' but outside viewers will just see me as fucking cunt who steals ideas. I've also realized I have become obsessive with a certain thing and done way too much stuff for it 2/6
and like it's not bad as long as I try and slow it down but to me it isn't cause I know I can't stop myself and will just continue once i'm done with a break from it. I don't know where i'm heading with this rant tweet cause I feel like I could just layer it up and up 3/6
the last few dayse have been good on the surface but my mental state has been fucking killed and then I put myself down even more by saying to myself 'Oh you're just being edgy, stop with it and act the way you should!' and even writing this I feel like that 4/6
AND EVEN MORE SHIT! I came back from a break of Discord to see friends planning trips and other thing and then that made me think that they may want to stay, never leave and won't come back and forget about me. it is the stupidest thing to think that but my mind just does it 5/6
I could go on and on and on and on but I don't want this thread to be 17 tweets long so i'll end it here, if you read this thanks for atleast caring a little bit about my mental health but I say please don't worry, i'll get through it at some point 6/6
