Here's a way to break your heart in a brutal manner : Accidentally step on your dog's paw and hear it squealing of pain, incomprehension and sadness as it seems to ask "WHY, MOTHER, WHY????"
and I have a sudden urge to sob now okay

the three times it happened in my dog's 7 years old life, I would immediately hug her and check if she was okay and she would immediately lick me because it took her 0 second to forgive me ;_; such an angel,,,,

I'm LEGIT crying.... and I rarely cry...

n then she's habby we drown her in affection,,,,

i mean, don't get me wrong, I'm emotional. ADHD emotional dysregulation coupled with PTSD, yeah that's me,
BUT. Not with tears.
That's weird tho that I would follow this "boys don't cry" rule even if no one applied it to me... Is-

it a dignity thing ?
I remember one of those day as a kid I had fell and scratched my knee badly, and a small group of children plus teacher was around me and even if it clearly was painful as heck and everybody would have cried freely at my place, I had held back my tears the-

best I could...
.....why am I rambling about that..?

...I'm trying to go to bed since two hours now.

Here's cuddle-y Inès to end this thread and day on a better note

nevermind here's two

Goodnight sweetheart
Goodnight Internet