Here& #39;s a way to break your heart in a brutal manner : Accidentally step on your dog& #39;s paw and hear it squealing of pain, incomprehension and sadness as it seems to ask "WHY, MOTHER, WHY????"
and I have a sudden urge to sob now okay
and I have a sudden urge to sob now okay
the three times it happened in my dog& #39;s 7 years old life, I would immediately hug her and check if she was okay and she would immediately lick me because it took her 0 second to forgive me ;_; such an angel,,,,
I& #39;m LEGIT crying.... and I rarely cry...
I& #39;m LEGIT crying.... and I rarely cry...
n then she& #39;s habby we drown her in affection,,,,
i mean, don& #39;t get me wrong, I& #39;m emotional. ADHD emotional dysregulation coupled with PTSD, yeah that& #39;s me,
BUT. Not with tears.
That& #39;s weird tho that I would follow this "boys don& #39;t cry" rule even if no one applied it to me... Is-
i mean, don& #39;t get me wrong, I& #39;m emotional. ADHD emotional dysregulation coupled with PTSD, yeah that& #39;s me,
BUT. Not with tears.
That& #39;s weird tho that I would follow this "boys don& #39;t cry" rule even if no one applied it to me... Is-
it a dignity thing ?
I remember one of those day as a kid I had fell and scratched my knee badly, and a small group of children plus teacher was around me and even if it clearly was painful as heck and everybody would have cried freely at my place, I had held back my tears the-
I remember one of those day as a kid I had fell and scratched my knee badly, and a small group of children plus teacher was around me and even if it clearly was painful as heck and everybody would have cried freely at my place, I had held back my tears the-
best I could...
.....why am I rambling about that..?
...I& #39;m trying to go to bed since two hours now.
.....why am I rambling about that..?
...I& #39;m trying to go to bed since two hours now.
Here& #39;s cuddle-y Inès to end this thread and day on a better note
nevermind here& #39;s two
Goodnight sweetheart
Goodnight Internet
Goodnight Internet