hidup gue udh ga berbentuk waktu melebur jd satu alias udh gaada batasan siang malam lg buat gue semuanya kecampur everything is changing the whole world is on fire my brain is melting and i might as well give up everything but no https://twitter.com/subtanyarl/status/1266430395492339712">https://twitter.com/subtanyar...

when i said udh gaada batasan waktu it means every fucking thing is so fast paced and unpredictable im out of words its a matter of time before i collapse but i am already collapsing and i cant go back to where i started im not a failure but im just hoping things will get better

now all i want to do is shut myself out from everyone just bcs gaada yg ngerti what im feeling trs gaada yg bisa bantuin gue bcs the only person that can do it is myself hhh gue cmn pengen tidur tidur tidur sampe mampus sampe muntah gumoh berbusa

new normal apaan sih ajg gaada yg normal di hidup gue trs skrg udh new edition aj apaan nyet gajelas lo nyuruh gue tutup buku buang beli buku baru sendiri merangkak pake duit gue trs gue disuruh isi sendiri gaada normalnya samsek woy

i really want to sit in the bottom of a swimming pool trying to drown myself which isnt even possible and cry endlessly for no fucking reason bcs it feels so fucking good to actually value your emotions i want that

if this is what it takes for me to make my feelings feel humane, i& #39;ll continue writing this thread over and over again until im tired bcs honestly im barely giving up on anything im just losing my grip i& #39;ll manage like always