soothing my angry brain w/ imagining dark!lan zhan AUs

if the aggressor were the lan clan not the wen clan, they'd be exacting and righteous and lwj would buy into that completely, and he'd be *terrifying*.

'you can beg for mercy from lan xichen,' other cultivators would say. 'but the second jade has no heart. never cross him'

lwj has learned how dangerous it is to want something too much (his father) or disobey the rules (his mother), so does what he must to ensure the glory of his clan and he feels nothing.

and then he meets wei ying.

wwx is irritating and joyful and talks too much but he makes lwj feel something. anything. and that's terrifying but also, lwj can't give it up. can't give him up.

but wwx is so rebellious, so disobedient to lan clan orthodoxy, and how can lwj keep him if he doesn't *obey*?

meanwhile wwx is part intensely horny for dark!lwj, part 'I better behave around him or madame yu will kill me for putting lotus pier in danger', part 'maybe he'll be... less evil... if he has friends... you know... just bros...'

idk i'm part feral for the idea of lwj just wanting to wreck wwx and telling him 100% seriously 'I would kill anyone for you, do anything for you, if you consent to be wholly mine' and part obsessed with ylz!wwx and dark!lwj being intense enemies who also have hatesex

...also he uses the forehead ribbon as a collar.

i'll see myself out.

someone else pls write it so I can pour it into my eyes plz

lwj arranging the marriage to protect wwx, wwx not realising how much lwj wants him and just focusing on not pissing him off... idk, nnngh so many layers https://twitter.com/lilywinterwood/status/1266365819920871424?s=20