Two lines from the last season of She-Ra that def hit me hard was when Mara told Adora "You are more than what you can give to other people. You deserve love too."
I've been working so hard in all my life to be what other people needed/wanted/expected me to be.

And no, I'm not talking only about sexuality. I talk about my life in general. As if no one would ever love/like me if I weren't in a certain way.
And tbh I still act this way. I am always working towards not disappointimg others despite of myself.

It's actually a topic of therapy how much I work hard when it's something for others and I totally neglect things for myself, or procrastinate... I always put myself in last place, everyone else in first.
Damn it I even feel guilty when I feel happy for something +

Just because there are other people around me that are unhappy (even though I know my happiness would make them happy too).
It's like I need to work hard so other people will be able to like me, to love me.
Nobody will ever love me for just me.

I'll probably delete this thread later lol
I just woke up with so many feelings and thoughts sorry about that k
So that's it, Mara talked to Adora, but I felt like it was to me.