Two lines from the last season of She-Ra that def hit me hard was when Mara told Adora "You are more than what you can give to other people. You deserve love too."
I& #39;ve been working so hard in all my life to be what other people needed/wanted/expected me to be.

And no, I& #39;m not talking only about sexuality. I talk about my life in general. As if no one would ever love/like me if I weren& #39;t in a certain way.
And tbh I still act this way. I am always working towards not disappointimg others despite of myself.

It& #39;s actually a topic of therapy how much I work hard when it& #39;s something for others and I totally neglect things for myself, or procrastinate... I always put myself in last place, everyone else in first.
Damn it I even feel guilty when I feel happy for something +

Just because there are other people around me that are unhappy (even though I know my happiness would make them happy too).
It& #39;s like I need to work hard so other people will be able to like me, to love me.
Nobody will ever love me for just me.

I& #39;ll probably delete this thread later lol
I just woke up with so many feelings and thoughts sorry about that k
So that& #39;s it, Mara talked to Adora, but I felt like it was to me.