as a human being i give myself a very hard time in life setting goals that can’t be reached and hurting myself mentally over my failures that’s one of the reason why i play many characters in smash because i believe that the character i’m playing atm i’m bad with- read thread

and that i shouldn’t play with that character for the duration of my playing time (mainly in sets) i start to put myself down and switch to a different game once i had enough wondering “how can i improve?” or “how did i win game 1 by 2 stocks but lose games 2 and 3 by 3 stocks?”-

not realizing that i was most likely playing a better player than me at that moment of time the reason why i made this thread is because i was playing in @PrydeBrendan koth stream a couple hours ago having fun and chilling most of my games were game and watch hammers not trying-

at all until @GospelJG came on stream he is a very good ken player that was beating pretty much everyone now once i came up i didn’t know who to play so i picked pac-man cause why not in this clip i was not as mad than other times but still pretty upset with the outcome-

still not realizing that i came so close to beating a top player from the pacific northwest (even tho gospel kept saying the mu is rough for him) till a couple hours later i mean yeah i had funny and it is wifi but i always feel like i need to do better at whatever i’m doing-

which i know isn’t true