I think...I need to get an app or something to enforce limiting my time spent on twitter...

I can feel myself starting to fall into another bad depressive spiral and it's probably best for me to just take a step back from here, focus on my art, etc

this is corny as hell but I really want to try and prioritize Future Jane and what would help her out. thinking about small things I can do every day to be kinder to her (i.e. not being on twitter 24/7) makes me feel like less of a fuckup

I don't really know where I'm going with this, I'll probably delete this thread later, but tl;dr being mentally ill on top of trying to do my best to pay attention to every horrible thing happening in the world right now really really sucks

I don't want people to think I don't care, I DO care, I'm so fucking angry about so much shit in this country, but I just...can't be on this stupid fucking app 24/7...