I have do idea what am i doing rn

Me at 21 is the way too far from my lil me at 10 pictured

I feel insecure with almost everything even my eng skill which im using now

I seem to be a high self esteem person but deep down i still feel insecure like nothing is stable around me in this fcking world

It’s like i know the best there’s nothing last long or forever and that haunts me some day some minute or tmr or the next fcking second i can lose something cause everything always change that’s the exact stable rule of this world

I dont mean my relationship, it is so, but somehow i dont feel any insecure on that part of my life since ive been with him but it just rn everything can change in the future right?

Any other parts of life or ‘being an adult’ are more serious especially my work life i dont have any picture about my career that where i will be or what am i doing and it must happen in around next 6 months

And with this situation my blur picture bout my career became blurest lol thanks god

Anyway i must figure out my insecure feeling first and then try to plan something that possible to success during this time

I also have idotic plan that i’ll ask the prophet for my future career lol in case that i dont have any career picture as a blind. it sounds joking but i might take it for real lol

Dont be serious when you see this thread, sometimes people are stress and concern with their life, me either ;-)

The most thing im insecure rn is any grammatically wrong?5555555555555555