Shower Thoughts #3: I'm a dick. I shunned genuine people out of my life because I was scared to reveal the emotions I was feeling. I was stuck in rut of depression and anxiety that I didn't want to tell anyone about, and whenever questioned I would chose to remove people (Part 1)

from my life rather than speaking about what I was going through. I ruined countless relationships with people who genuinely cared about me simply out of fear. The past 2 months have allowed me to reflect on this and realize that its ok t talk about emotions and (part 2)

mental health. This is something I will be working to change in the future. Although its to late to fix the mistakes I've made, I'm determined to not allow history to repeat itself. Cherish the relationships and friends you have, they care more than you think. (sorry for spam)