Shower Thoughts #3: I& #39;m a dick. I shunned genuine people out of my life because I was scared to reveal the emotions I was feeling. I was stuck in rut of depression and anxiety that I didn& #39;t want to tell anyone about, and whenever questioned I would chose to remove people (Part 1)

from my life rather than speaking about what I was going through. I ruined countless relationships with people who genuinely cared about me simply out of fear. The past 2 months have allowed me to reflect on this and realize that its ok t talk about emotions and (part 2)

mental health. This is something I will be working to change in the future. Although its to late to fix the mistakes I& #39;ve made, I& #39;m determined to not allow history to repeat itself. Cherish the relationships and friends you have, they care more than you think. (sorry for spam)